Imaginary line.

Do you know that our galaksies alive just because so many stars crushing, bumping and hit each other ? It make our planets, our home then u and me.
supernova make a genuine energy like some stars dead but then make so many chance creatures starts living and loving.
I learn sacrifies.
I know what I believe to be bad is sometimes not that bad
It just like you who crashed into my imagined world and causes personal apocalypse. and I was given billions of hours to heal. I thought my world was lonely and over but mind cells, affections, emotions, empathy merge and intertwine. sometimes confuse pheromones. sometimes it creates serotonin storm. sometimes spur endorphins and start lots of crazy things. this intertwined meeting of all psychic aspects has brought my awareness to be willing to welcome you many times


You also known our civilization starts from a cell.
A only fucking cell
Then they transform and they turned into two big kingdoms. I do not know humans belong to a which kingdom. is really crazy because humans share 70% of the same DNA with corn and only have 3% difference in genes with chimpanzees. I told you about my theory of human origin thats sounds crazy but surprisingly you believe it.

then we humans build everything. homes, schools, buildings, shrines, worship altars, zoos and imaginary boundaries. humans whose heads are in the crowd of thousands of questions begin to theorize. guess the puzzle that the earth hinted at. then build lines that come to understand. rules that are invisible but still tie your neck no matter how far you go and how high you fly. I hate imaginary lines. You dont. But let's make peace.

why  humans build imaginary boundaries that they cannot across? That's a strange question and really different from the typicall question why did the government build a bridge that couldn't be crossed or build a terminal that couldn't be visited? You are right. money. but who get the benefits from these suffocating imaginary lines? me? you? God

but thank you I say for that imaginary line. I could have a reason to keep my distance from you.
imaginary lines made me who will drunk  stay sober. I know I can no longer cross. That bastard's line suffocates me and saves me. You are no longer a star explosion, a supernova. You are a time bomb in the universe that I have created. You are an affection that will infect every essence and fabric of my neurons, nucleus and compounds. You are the happenings and the end in one package.

I can still enjoy every cup of coffee and every cigarette you smoke while listening to you theorize and conspire. I can enjoy you smiling and laughing while the world is twisting. very funny, now I know the feeling of freefall, I came to know how juple's feelings, who gave herself surrender to the person who makes her brain and feelings turn upside down. I really know.
But happy me, i have brake, i have parrasute. which will make me landing comfortably